Hey guys, I just got the internet back on a few days ago (thank God for income tax returns)! I do not have internet at work because the IT lady is really strict. (Her contract is almost up!!

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Anyway, My wife has had one surgery so far, #2 is coming soon as soon as her doctor comes back from vacation. So when she gets back to work, we should be back on track with the bills. Been very hard on me and my family lately trying to make ends meet. I have had to do odd jobs on a farm for extra cash.
Blade, thanks for the call, I appreciate it! I will call you soon, don't have long distance on the phone atm. I can't even call 411
On a good note, Wife is going back to work a couple weeks after this last surgery. I have needed to see a doctor for some time now, but thats just not who I am. My mom and I were talking a couple days before her birthday and said the thing she wanted was me to go see a doctor, so I did and I am thankful. All this stuff in my life right now without writing a autobiography, is so hard. But having seeing the people, friends and friends families on the forums that have ended there life has been in the back of my mind for some reason and along with my friends and kids have kept me going.
Thanks for the wishes and everything else!
Clint
Thanks to DaMaN for being so understanding about a deal I had with him before all of this started.